Well I have had quite some changes these last months , newly, out of relationship, or 'change in relationship status', new province , new town, new work... the list is long. There have been and still are overwhelming moments discovering and rediscovering what things are important to me, along the way...
I am in the midst of many blessings and occasional disappointments and amazing bouts of awareness...
Some of the amazing awareness has to do with me and that I have recently discovered some of my school of life degrees... Owning that I do not have a Bachelor of Education, BA, BSc, and so forth. As it turns out my 'Degrees' in varying degrees are more akin to things like Bi-polar tendencies, ADD, OCD, and a few others like dislexia. And it would seem that these explain and help me understand that for which I have spent a lifetime being judged for... OK so no biggy, I also get that I am 'other' to most of my clan or tribe... The cool thing is that now I can stop joining the 'beat up Andreas faction of the clan', in the beating up of Andreas, and go about my business well in my own wellness , as it were.
So here I am in my newest layer of awareness, I have spent a very long time hiding and deferring to those achievers around me that I have held dear. believing that perhaps they were right all along... but in the end , I don't believe it after all because I am bursting with energy and positive light and loving kindness, and, though none of these have anything to do with dollars there is nonetheless measurable value there if on chooses to see it.
Therefore if the light of all this me is too bright, kindly put on your sunglasses in order to see me better or step back a bit, but please, please stop trying to douse me.... :0)
Thank you,
Namaste,
Say well,
And Be
